Entry two

I’ve spent a lot of time sitting here thinking – I want a better life, I don’t want to live like this anymore, I need to move on and dreaming about what could be but feeling troubled about making a move with thoughts – I can’t do this, I’m not good enough, I will fail, I am bad luck etc.. 

But thinking this isn’t getting me anywhere and I’ve realised the longer I keep in this mind set the more time I am wasting feeling sorry for myself instead of taking action to change. I feel inspired. My first goal is get out of here!! I’m not giving myself a time frame this time as it may only end in disappointment. I think I have Queensland in mind. I’ve started working on my professional profile which I will distribute. I have a lot of work as I’m still dealing with some internal feeling but I found an amazing quote today:

The energy you’ll expend focusing on someone else’s life is better spent working on yourself.

Which I read in #Girlboss by Sophia Amoruso. I feel like I needed to hear this and it made me realise how much time I invest in other people’s life’s and how little I invest in my own. Today I am going to make a change and starting with social media which I’m so addicted too. Goodbye Facebook and Goodbye Instagram.. Hello to a new improved version of myself and he start of something new.