Entry three

My Boyfriend messaged me and asked how I’m doing. I couldn’t even have a conversation after the last thing he said to me when I told him something that I wasn’t enjoying in my life “who cares, get used to it, if you don’t like my comments don’t tell me” now I don’t feel like telling him anything. I couldn’t even hold a conversation and this time it’s me leaving the conversation and not him. There’s only so much I can take and after this brief short “how are you” conversation I feel like he’s the one distracting me from becoming a better version of myself. I was happy before he messaged me.. I was focused and working. Now once again I’m just sitting here thinking, waiting for him to go away from my mind so I can focus on me again. I don’t want to let all the pain back in i can’t live with it anymore.