I have so many thoughts and feelings in my mind that I need to share but have nobody to share them with. There’s something’s you share with your family and friends but only to a point I want to share. I struggle opening myself up to people close to me and even now life is so difficult but each day I put on a smile and pretend everything is ok. I can feel myself becoming more distant from my friends and family as if I have an uncontrollable pull inside my body removing me from talking to them. My life is turning into nothing but I want to turn that around. I want to be the best person I can be. I want to be someone my family can be proud of and right now I’m not doing a good job of it.